There is A Beginning, then There is An End

It is like you start the day, or me personally, with the warmth of the sunshine. And then at the end of the day, the horizon delivers you the most beautiful moment to ease your tired mind, tired body, with its dancing palette.

A video posted by Nahar (@sabiqunnahar) on Apr 11, 2015 at 3:41am PDT

I almost saw this sacred moment every time I remembered 

‘Oh, it’s 5 p.m. It’s that time.’  A never-ending ecstasy.

I am writing this at four in the morning, a time when I should be buried under my warm blanket. Instead, I am wide awake and had a sudden idea to write this down. Thinking a year back, I remembered, how I started this blog, how I squeezed ideas into my head, into my fingers, into the keyboard, into this lovely white paper.

I do not know, how far I have walked, I have moved from the point where I put my first step. I am not sure, that these past 7 years are worthy to keep or let just end it sometime soon. There is a time when you were really into it and ignore everything else. But, there is also a time when you forgot and ignore everything, and just walked away from those things.

Sometimes, you stand up again and try to fix everything you have abandoned. Then again, you left it because you cannot do the same, like the old times. And you meet new things, new interest, and the cycle repeated. It never stops, unless you yourself put an end. And you desperately find a way, create a way, and hope there is a way. There you go, I forced you a way out.

In short, will this blog (name), will be a history, or shall the story continued? Because in 3 months, everything will be settled. And the time I spent here, from the first time I gave birth, I adore and take care this little world, until now I have seen and traveled the world outside, is likely to become less and less. The truth is, once more time, I do not know, if there will be another story, or it will just ended soon.

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Let's Runaway

Let's run away across the universe 🌌

A video from Jun 19, 2015 at 7:59am PDT

Well, at last. A new post. In 2016.

I repeat. A new post. In 2016. By none other than me. K bye.

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I'm Back

Hello, I'm back. Sorry for the long delay. 

               Smile like Sakuragi

I've been through a lot of problems. I'll try to post my delayed writing in a few days ahead. But I'll try to fix the rest of my problems first. Happy March!

#BumiKeLangit

Yang Tersisa

lelah diri aku sendirian

berselimut dingin aku terdiam

di depanMu aku bersujud berantakan

oh, apakah ini kehendakmu Tuhan?

di ujung pagi ini aku merenung

akan semua kekesalan yang tak terbendung

terkadang aku ingin bercerita, aku ingin berteriak

kepadaMu tentang semua keluh kesahku

 

aku bukanlah pembawa pesan yang Engkau sempurnakan

namun aku juga tak ingin menjadi dusta yang Engkau murkakan

aku hanya segumpal tanah yang Engkau ciptakan

Engkau beri ruh, dan Engkau hidupkan

kuasaMu jika Engkau ingin berkehendak

aku tak dapat menolak

aku masih lewatkan

saat-saat dimana seharusnya aku sempatkan

sunyi

sepi

senyap

aku merasakannya sekarang

aku dikesepianMu

aku membutuhkanMu

aku menginginkanMu

#BumiKeLangit

Hitam

oh jiwaku

dimanakah aku kini
kau bawa aku melintasi tempat yang tinggi

oh tubuhku
mengapa engkau kini masih membisu
tak kunjung bebicara padaku

ceritakanlah padaku
apa yang mengeruhkan
hati dan jiwaku

tolonglah
kau tuntunkan aku lagi
agar ragaku menyatu bersama isi jiwaku

 

aku masih melayang..

bersandingkan langit hitam

masih melayang..

terus melayang..

#BumiKeLangit

Now and Then

the lights are on 

but no-ones home 

I'm helpless and fully grown

I know you'll see me through

since we've been away so long

we left shattered in pieces 

we are united getting wasted

tell me does nobody care

no, nobody cares

cos we're all stoned, 

never going home, 

never going anywhere again

yes, we're all stoned

the nights are long 

the days go fast 

it's such a perfect day
I don't care 

I'm late 

but I'm here at last 

is that just the way it is

just one more day, it won't be long ...

#BumiKeLangit

Sweetest Place

this is the sweetest place

burying my feelings

I'm welcoming an eye

into the darkest one

it tells me not to worry

for the time is yet to come

for someone to arrive

and heal the troubled one

suddenly the rain falls

showering a desert stone

wash away these tears of yesterday

I hear the sound of

a raising chorus

sung by the angels

and the broken heroes

I won't go back now

I feel so right

I've found a place

where dreams and life become one

and finally I don’t have to run

I've found a place

where dreams and life become one

become one

 & 

#BumiKeLangit

#FF

Morning Siluet

PS: Jangan salah baca judul yaa, saya tidak bertanggungjawab atas penyalah-ucapan 

Tak terasa November telah usai, dan sekarang terbitlah Desmber. Kapan November lagi? Saya rindu, hiks. November kali ini belum ada yang istimewa bagi saya #ehem #curcol #dikitkok Yah semoga November tahun depan ada 'sesuatu' yang istimewa, tapi bukan 'sesuatu'nya Syahrini yaa. Semoga Desember ini.. menjadi bulan ke 12 di tahun 2011 ini #krik

Betewe, kemarin malem ada temen saya yang nanya apakah saya suka... mm.. sukaa... emm, saya suka fotografi? Saya sedikit terjengkang mendengarnya, sedikiit. Tumbennya ada yang nanya hobi saya se spesifik itu. Wahaha, biasanya kalo ada yang nanya saya "Hobi kamu apa?" saya jawab aja "Tidur." Dalam pandangan (mata) saya, hobi adalah sesuatu perkerjaan yang disukai dan sering dikerjakan oleh seseorang. Nah, yang saya sukai banyak, dan yang sering saya lakukan itu banyak. Karena yang paling sering saya lakukan dan yang paling saya sukai adalah tidur, maka tidur adalah hobi saya. #sekian

Kembali ke fotografi, saya menyenanginya. Namun ya terbentur masalah kamera. Karena prioritas saya lebih ke yang saya butuhkan, bukan yang saya inginkan. Lagipula prioritas dompet saya lebih sering ke urusan perut daripada urusan yang begituan muahehehehe 

Tapi semenjak kehadiran si Hazel dalam hidup saya, dia banyak sedikit membantu kesenangan saya akan dunia jeprat-jepret. Ya walaupun masih amatiran lah, yang penting manfaatkan yang ada dulu 

Kali ini saya mau share jeperetan saya, tapi bukan pake si Hazel. Si Hazel udah saya buatin blog tersendiri saking sayangnya wahaha. Oke, kali ini saya mau share jepretan hape lama saya. So, selamat menikmati~

Bintang jatuh *make a wish*

Menanti sang mentari bangun

Sisi timur-tenggara. Mana Venus?

Pelangi (?)

Sang Kuriang

I want to catch the sky! :D

I'm ready!

Leave out all the rest..

Kamera             : LG GX200

Lokasi              : Lap Basket SMA N 1 Kebumen

Waktu              : 15/05/11 05:30-06:30 AM

Model               : Sadam Harun 

Yep, itu sebagian karya amatir saya. Maaflan noisenya yaa, soalnya cuma kamera 1,3 Mp dengan shutter sound yang amat saya benci 

Bonus

Morning in Bali :)

Next time, hasil jepretan si Hazel akan saya tampilken di sini. Tapi bagi yang pengen tahu lebih lengkap jepretan si Hazel, hubungi blognya 

See yau!

#BumiKeLangit

N U M B

sedikit curahan hati 

tentang yang saya rasakan, 

tentang yang saya alami, 

tentang yang saya pendam

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

feeling so faithless 

lost under the surface

don't know what you're expecting of me

put under the pressure 

of walking in your shoes

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

every step that I take is another mistake to you

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

become so tired 

so much more aware

I'm becoming this 

all I want to do

is be more like me 

and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me

holding too tightly 

afraid to lose control

cause everything that you thought I would be

has fallen apart 

right in front of you

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

every step that I take is another mistake to you

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

and every second I waste 

is more than I can take

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

become so tired 

so much more aware

I'm becoming this 

all I want to do

is be more like me 

and be less like you

and I know

I may end up failing too

but I know

you were just like me 

with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

become so tired 

so much more aware

I'm becoming this 

all I want to do

is be more like me

 and be less like you

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

#BumiKeLangit

SATU KATA

SATU KATA UNTUK BULAN INI

LULUS!

 

AMIIN :D

ひと夏の恋

Ada yang tahu maksud kata " ひと夏の恋 " ini? 

Saya undang anda untuk menebak apa maksudnya di kotak komentar. Saya tunggu.

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