N U M B

sedikit curahan hati 

tentang yang saya rasakan, 

tentang yang saya alami, 

tentang yang saya pendam

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

feeling so faithless 

lost under the surface

don't know what you're expecting of me

put under the pressure 

of walking in your shoes

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

every step that I take is another mistake to you

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

become so tired 

so much more aware

I'm becoming this 

all I want to do

is be more like me 

and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me

holding too tightly 

afraid to lose control

cause everything that you thought I would be

has fallen apart 

right in front of you

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

every step that I take is another mistake to you

caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow

and every second I waste 

is more than I can take

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

become so tired 

so much more aware

I'm becoming this 

all I want to do

is be more like me 

and be less like you

and I know

I may end up failing too

but I know

you were just like me 

with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

become so tired 

so much more aware

I'm becoming this 

all I want to do

is be more like me

 and be less like you

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb 

I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

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