It is like you
start the day, or me personally, with the warmth of the sunshine. And then at
the end of the day, the horizon delivers you the most beautiful moment to ease
your tired mind, tired body, with its dancing palette.
I
almost saw this sacred moment every time I remembered
‘Oh, it’s 5 p.m. It’s that
time.’ A never-ending ecstasy.
I am writing this
at four in the morning, a time when I should be buried under my warm blanket.
Instead, I am wide awake and had a sudden idea to write this down. Thinking a
year back, I remembered, how I started this blog, how I squeezed ideas into my
head, into my fingers, into the keyboard, into this lovely white paper.
I do not know, how
far I have walked, I have moved from the point where I put my first step. I am
not sure, that these past 7 years are worthy to keep or let just end it
sometime soon. There is a time when you were really into it and ignore
everything else. But, there is also a time when you forgot and ignore everything,
and just walked away from those things.
Sometimes, you
stand up again and try to fix everything you have abandoned. Then again, you
left it because you cannot do the same, like the old times. And you meet new
things, new interest, and the cycle repeated. It never stops, unless you
yourself put an end. And you desperately find a way, create a way, and hope
there is a way. There you go, I forced you a way out.
In short, will this
blog (name), will be a history, or shall the story continued? Because in 3
months, everything will be settled. And the time I spent here, from the first
time I gave birth, I adore and take care this little world, until now I have
seen and traveled the world outside, is likely to become less and less. The
truth is, once more time, I do not know, if there will be another story, or it
will just ended soon.
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